enigma

I saw a friend at the bank today and after we exchanged pleasantries she asked the only question that I would answer "I don't know to."

It was awkward for seconds until she said she knew where I was coming from. She just went through it. That feeling is really uplifting, really comforting.

Commonality is binding, I've always held it so, but today was eye opening.

To hear another say "I understand" is good.

Surround yourself with "understanders", it will be worth it.

Goals and aspirations can be burdens when distant.

There are times when I don't know that I can quite fathom the effort and diligence to be conducive of my desire. Is there anything to planning? Is every deed not done in haste? In the most royal of world views, a large all encompassing betterment of humanity as a whole; like a trickle down of blessing from creator, to creation, through creation to creation, ultimately arriving back to creator, is their such an ordeal as planning?

How much can we honestly plan?

Is it even up to us?

I throw away my own keys

I always have held the belief, it is possible to be above the thoughts and of others.

Seeing the bullseye in one's own target, unwavering to petty imposing esteem.

I wish I cared not of all that was obviously arbitrary to my living day in and day out. Yet, where to start?

I am forced to ponder.

I have been moved, and I am reminded that I must, perpetually question, ponder, probe my rhyme and reason.

and i am going to do that.

and it is going to clear my aspirations.

friends

When I lack direction, which i believe comes in cycles, I admire my friends in their confirmation of me.

Nothing sooths a weary heart, like the words of a friend, reminding you of who and why you are.

Human After All

auditory, the most sensual of senses i posses.

I live music. It's my dance, my exercise, my calm, my exuberance.
I could argue that certain yearnings I experience are more so in lieu of audible happenings than of visual... if you catch my drift. (Please don't take that and entertain it. Let it be, you can't possible understand what it is I'm speaking of, because you obviously aren't me.)

So when I so I live music, and that I love it, in all the forms it may exist, the statement is weighty.